Do you think changing for someone is a good thing? I used to think it wasnt such a bad thing but lately I have been thinking that maybe it isnt such a good thing. Shouldnt people love me for me and all my flaws? I know I need improvement like taking better care of myself but some things I dont think I need to change yet I feel like I am stuck in ( Read more... )

Saturday was the guard's frist competition. I couldnt be more proud of them. They were awesome. The judges were so amazed with the whole performance. We still have things to work on but it looks great. Good job Girls!!! Today Dave, Justin, rebecca, and I went and saw "what the bleep do we know" and wow. Its a crazy movie. Alot of things ( Read more... )

Well, last term I had applied to become an RA. I went to the workshop thingy and I was sort of interviewed by the staff. Monday night I got a letter in my mailbox and it said that I was invited to continue to the next step on becoming an RA. My inverview is friday at 4pm. Im actually kinda nervous. I would really like to become an RA. I would ( Read more... )

Well I have safely returned to Kettering Univeristy for yet another 3 monthes. I am loving it already. I really missed everyone. Lizzie came up and we hung out with Dave the whole time. I saw alot of my friends. Im still waiting for a few of them to come back but its worth the wait. Well, here is my schedule ( Read more... )

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Wow, I am so glad I work with all guys. Seriously I am so glad I have them around. We went to Coney island for lunch right. We as in Brent, Dan, James, and me. We get our food and all and then we get the bill. Well something was fucked up but we got it all cleared up so that wasnt a big deal but the trouble happened when we were leaving. I ( Read more... )

Well yesterday was new years eve. i spent it with Cathy, Jenny, Danny, and Danny's friend Matt. It was alright. I had a little bit to drink so it wasnt anything major. I did spend the night because I am responsible like that. It was nice to ring in the new year with friends ( Read more... )

Ok. So I have been thinking alot about myself again. I hate how I always do this but I do and I need to stop. I am still trying to find the reason why I have such a negative outlook on myself and my relationships. My biggest fear is being alone. I know that and I think that might have a part in my negativeness. But it doesnt make sense for me ( Read more... )

Well... i have been thinking alot about my life and how I have spent my time lately and I have come to the realization that I worry WAY too much. I dont really understand why I do it but I do. All I seem to think about are the horrible things that could happen. Well I shouldnt say that because I do think about wonderful things from time to time ( Read more... )

Due to the fact that I cannot write in this damn journal without being judged on my actions, I am forced to not make all of my personal entries private. This is supposed to be a place where I can be honest and have a place to put my thoughts but I refuse to do that if I am just going to be looked down upon. So here is to everyone who enjoyed my ( Read more... )