This is a bad day

[flake_ige]

I’m trembling right now. I’m not sure I could even cry if I wanted to. Maybe I want to,  then I could feel normal.
I feel delirious today… manic, uncomfortable, hysterical, and out of control. My perceptions don’t seem right, like I am looking at things… the street, the people and I don’t understand them.

When I woke up today I immediately made

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awww

[flake_ige]

omg thank you, i'm still freaking out but you are right

[ties_u_severed]

if this was just about a laptop i wouldnt be leaving...and i think its pretty ridiculous for you to think that im leaving over a fucking laptop...i dont have u as a friend anymore...i feel like i have no respect from you. i have nothing in common w/ you....i am gaining nothing from our friendship becuase you are so involved in whats going on in your life you forget that a friendship is GIVE AND take....not just take....im here to support you...always and i expect the same in return and im not getting that...i honestly am not getting anything out of being friends w/ you becuase you have made it clear to me time and time again that there are other people and other things that are more important to you right now than our friendship and if you want those other people and other things so badly then you can have them...but im not going to pay to live somewhere where i am getting NO respect....i specifically told you i wasnt comfortable w/ people i dont know coming and getting crazy at the apt but i cant TELL you not to have them over but i