oxymoron

Jan 08, 2005 19:05

It seems like everyone is either bored to fucking death, or depressed in some way or another. ashii couldnt come to my house tonight and for some reason it makes me want to fucking die. i feel so lonely, i know a lot of people care and even Moe was just telling me today how he will be here for me and how if i need him all i need to do is call. But ( Read more... )

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hey babe ^-^ murder_phesis January 9 2005, 02:05:47 UTC
I'm really sorry my dad said no. he always says no.always 'why don't they come over here'i'm sick of 'here' and this place called 'home'.
i slept through most of today oddly enough, tired. i dreamed alot. about everything that would make me happy, and thats. Everything i have now ^___^ even though our pasts might not had been easy, painful and lonely. if i had known it would all lead to this. i woulda been stronger. and i'd do it all again in a heartbeat. i guess our past builds us. good and bad. we live on. you and maru are my choosen sisters ^_^ and i'll be there for you guys for all eternity.

-Ashii

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prominance_718 January 9 2005, 06:09:40 UTC
hey, i wish i could be there n person to help u out. i dont like to see u like this n i wish i could do more to help u n make things right. i want to see u again n ya we so gotta hang out soon. lol we should do that therapy thing also, i think we all need it deep down.

anywayz, i miss seeing u, n i hope u feel better soon. life is too short to be spent feeling sad. leme see that smile i love lol.

luv ya

-roy

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hey diabolic_thief January 9 2005, 16:52:31 UTC
You know me well out of everyone. And yeah my life is hard and my father has put me thru alot so i wouldnt suffer now. But ofcourse we have to learn how to live on in life one way or another. Its either over the brigde of under as ive said before. But dont give up, all your friends are there for you and you know im here for you. But look at it this way. Things will eventually get better in the future, and will all the things you know, you can take care of yourself. You should be proud of all the things you can do in your life. And even though your young and think your helpless sometimes, your strong. One of the strongest girls i know and probably the strongest. Because people ive known in the past whove had problems always end up quiting and try to fit in by making the world more of hell then it already is. But you...you hold on and you keep on going. I admire you for that. Your really beautifull and realyl smart and even if youve made mistakes in your life...you have my respect and love.
Moe

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