God i want to throw up, i feel like fucking shit. Fuck man Roy doesnt stfu, he fuckings say that ashii forgave him so i should just shut up. WELL WHEN HIM AND MARU THOUGHT I CALLED JON AN ASS HOLE AND I DIDNT AND ASHII WASNT MAD AT ME AND BLEIEVED THAT I DIDNT HE DIDNT BELIEVE ME. notice i didnt say forgive, because you forgive someone when they do ( Read more... )

God i want to throw up, i feel like fucking shit. Fuck man Roy doesnt stfu, he fuckings say that ashii forgave him so i should just shut up. WELL WHEN HIM AND MARU THOUGHT I CALLED JON AN ASS HOLE AND I DIDNT AND ASHII WASNT MAD AT ME AND BLEIEVED THAT I DIDNT HE DIDNT BELIEVE ME. notice i didnt say forgive, because you forgive someone when they do ( Read more... )

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I read my tarot cards for myself today, after taking a shower and i put on very spiritual music. They told me that my good intentions and causing a bad out come, I keep bothering Moe about turning to stealing and drugs and ...just general bad things. In me talking about it so much i was making the possibilities for it to happen greater. They also ( Read more... )

Me and Moe broke up, i am okay. Starting to think i will have to take away his ability to reproduce if he doesnt stop thinking that way, Yes you know what i mean Moe i read your lj ....AGAIN!!! *mutters under breath* dumbfuck, I swear to god that i make a great Bitch, i could bring him back to reality. You know things DO happen for a reason, and i ( Read more... )

I cant say exactly whats wrong but those of you who are closest to me will know what this means, hopefully no one else will know what this means ( Read more... )

for those of you who may have got confused i went to BED not Ben, i was sleeping not. not with some dude. sentence:
I stopped breathing while thinking of my love, the end of the day was happy, getting home and going to ben imagining being in his arms, makes me happy. i didnt tell him about this, he has no idea i was thinking about him last night.

Yesterday was Halloween and despite all the shit i can honestly say it was a HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!! I got in a fist fight with my sister, argument with my aunt, had a deep anger for my grandfather, told my mom i was becoming belimic and i need to get away fromt he family. I ended up convincing her to let me go with Ashii to her grandmothers, and we ( Read more... )

Omfg, another fucking holiday out the fucking window, my fucking aunt is a stupid fucking whore. my grandfather who never does shit for me expects me to listen when he tells me that if i dont stop screaming he is going to ground me. i am trying to find a way to get the fuck out of my fucking house and my bitch of a sister kicked me off line ( Read more... )

Okay you know what, life friggin sucks ass. Everything is so ERRRRRRRR ( Read more... )