Well as people probably know from everyone else LJ postes, yesterday was Moes bday "reunion"... but it wasnt really a reunion bc it was the first time alot of people met each other. Well anyways, we hung put at Flippers for a while eating shit. Lol, I felt so awkward at frist bc Moe introduced me to like everyone. I was the only one at Flippers ( Read more... )

i wonder what its like to have people use you ...in a certain way, and have people think that you wanted it. I wonder what its like to say no and have people not listen, i wonder what its like to hold back peoples hands and have them cont. anyways, I wonder what its like to think that its all your good for and be to scared to fight it ( Read more... )

I hate this life.... i hate how i live this life, lost and confused. I am tired of it....... i am tired of being this "little girl" i am tired of being sick i am tired of caring i am tired of boys i am tired of crying i am tired of missing out on the life i deserve, i cant say that he was the life i deserve ... he used me ... everyone uses me. ( Read more... )

its hard to explain .... lately .. i have been wishing that i am the type of person who just didnt care. like ... i wish i didnt care about those stupid rumors, and i wish i didnt care what people think of me. a part of me even wishes that i didnt care so much that it was possible for those rumors to be true. I wish i could just fuck and not care ( Read more... )

Well.... my minds just ... i dont know ( Read more... )

Your Love Style is Agape


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Murder Phesis [7:55 PM]: whore..
Murder Phesis [7:55 PM]: LMFAO XDD
FlAmEGoDdEsS729 [7:55 PM]: hmm so you heard the rumors too
FlAmEGoDdEsS729 [7:55 PM]: LMAO
Murder Phesis [7:55 PM]: LMAO XDD
Murder Phesis [7:56 PM]: GOT FINGERED??!?!?!? O.O
Murder Phesis [7:56 PM]: LMAO XDD
FlAmEGoDdEsS729 [7:56 PM]: LMAO

okay everyone is a liar ... my sex life is no ones buisness, I AM WAITING TILL I AM MARRIED TO HAVE SEX that is all i will say about that rumor. okay me and Stephen now officially friends nothing more nothing less, the bull shit is to much to handle. WHO EVER IS HACKING MY COMPUTER FOR WHAT EVER REASON YOU WONT FIND SHIT ON ME BC I DONT HAVE ANY ( Read more... )

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm journal ................. life is weird...... no idea what the fuck i should type..... ummmmmmmmm UPDATE UPDATE UPDATE ............ old farts.... OH i have 2 lighters that are fucking awesome.. i was told to update but honestly i can not think of ANYTHING to say... so here goes random psyhco babble ( Read more... )

okay overview, tuesday i went to the fair with Jesse Roy and Stephen. Jon got mad bc we didnt tell him about it sooner so he is pissed at us ... i dont really want to think about that now bc i have a lot on my mind. Well at the fair the summary we had fun Roy started thinking we thought he was sad but he wasnt, Jesse got a bit sad which was ( Read more... )