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flameoflife

none or other

Mar 24, 2005 22:55

Sometimes (now, frequently) i feel that im lesser because i dont have so many issues anymore (cutting, ED, depression etc.,) or at least less than everyone else. As if i shouldn't be happy, "She doesn't have anything to worry about, she cant talk" Just because i dont feel like slitting my wrists doesn't mean i dont have angst, or that life is ( Read more... )

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themonsterducky March 25 2005, 08:29:27 UTC

I was thinking about this yesterday. Like, probably people do self distructive things so that outwardly, thier lives look as fucked up as they feel. Like it wouldn't be right to feel bad or messed up without something else going on. people clase to me have been cuting and smoking and shoplifting, and when I think about why, I think it's because they're trying to make an outward sign of how they feel. But honey, it's a really good thing that you don't have any "issues" right now, it doesn't devalue what you're feeling or how hard your life is. It's sold to you, especially as a young person that you won't get any attention if you don't hurt your self, it's not true. I love youm I can't wait to see you next week.

freeingdemons March 27 2005, 12:39:37 UTC

Your a wonderful person, so make yourself believe it. You know how I work, I believe in it so completely, something and even if it's an impossibility things always work out. You have that ability and I know it because the first thing I saw in you was your creativity and a whimsical mind that can make things happen. Your "awake" too, you also know that I only consider a handful of people to be "awake". Sooooooo, be happy, your awesome, spring is soon to sprung, and get naked and run around in the snow before its gone!!!!

*~JoHnNy ThUnDeRs~*

flameoflife March 27 2005, 17:41:37 UTC

awww, thanks john, John come home this summer so we can hang out again. You're right about you and impossibilities, im working on that too, and it works. but sometimes i get bogged down and forget. Thanks, i miss you. Oh i just saw megan she wants to get in touch with you.
Take care, and ill try to get naked in the snow, but if the snow melts first i wont complain.