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Sep 18, 2005 20:18

im so unbelievably lonely right now. im completely alone, all i want to do is go home and curl up in my mom's bed and be little again, but i cant go home, im here right now and its dark in my house and echoey. Theres a dinner party down the street right now, and i can hear kids and parents and plates. id really like to be somewhere else ( Read more... )

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norma_morose September 19 2005, 02:33:19 UTC
I'm sorry, honey. The future is one of the scariest things and loneliness is like an assault. And I know the stupidest thing to say is "don't worry, things will get better." But I also know you're a strong chick, and all you have to do is play music when the silence reminds you of how alone you feel, and remember that you'll always have a place at home in your mom's bed. Adjustments suck balls but you have way too much inner beauty and strength to let it damage you.
I love you, darling♥
You're going to be ok.
~AnnA~

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rose_azure September 21 2005, 03:23:13 UTC
And suddenly the future is now and we're all grown up.
Trying to be grow-ups yet still craving being little and safe.
I don't know what happened.
I know there's a balance.
I hope you find company, and are able to fill the emptiness up.
Take it slowly, don't think about winter yet.
And while its not the same, and they aren't always who you'd rather be talking to,
There are always people to call, if only for the sake of hearing someone's voice.
I love you.

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flameoflife September 22 2005, 00:16:55 UTC
i love you too.
it was just a bad night, theres always bad nights.

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