"There's nothing left to lose. There's nothing left to prove."

[flameofshadow]

Life sucks. Brief update.
School blows. I hate my family. I hate church. Religion should die.
I'd love someone to kill me. Now.
I won't be updating for a while. I don't really even know why I have this. No one reads it, and it's just a constant reminder of how little of a life I have. I'll be going now. I hate the world.

To my mother, to my father,
It's your son or it's your daughter
Are my screams loud enough for you to hear me?
Should I turn it up for you?

I sit here locked inside my head
Remembering everything you've said
This silence gets us nowhere
Gets us nowhere way too fast

The silence is what kills me
I need someone to help me
But you don't know how to listen
And let me make decisions 'cause I sit here locked
inside my head remembering everything you've said
The silence gets us nowhere
Gets us nowhere way too fast
All your insults and your curses make
me feel like I'm not a person
And I feel like I'm nothing but
you made me so do something
Because I'm fucked up becuase you are
Need attention, attention you couldn't give
I sit here locked inside my head
Remembering everything you've said
This silence gets us nowhere
Gets us nowhere way too fast