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[flamesea]

& southern men can grow bold
can grow pertty
blood can be strong...

and if i'm hanging on to your shade
i guess i'm way beyond the paleEmpty

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[badgerbadger]

:(

call/txt me if you need to talk, ok? I'm so sorry you're going thro this. :(

[flamesea]

hugs

i am still waiting to see how i feel. the process is slow and i refuse to let it kill me. i miss him sometimes a lot and sometimes it's just a grumpy feeling b/c the sex was, in honesty, very good and very tuned after three years, and now my body's in a bit of shock as it was trained to respond to certain stimuli, which does not help the hormonal/emotional response, you know?

thank you.

[naughtyteach]

I love you!

[flamesea]

i love you too. i was doing very well and then i was very scared, but that luckily, came to nothing - don't know how much i told you about that, it was just annoying- and now most days i don't even think about it, but sometimes i do.

i'd just like to find that pairing myself, you know? i know things are never perfect but i'd be happy with an ongoing process.

[soggyfroggy]

I'm sorry you hurt :( *hug*

[flamesea]

*hug* thank you. how are you doing?

[hollywood_14]

hate to hear what happened. I've been there myself and it's no fun. There just aren't words descriptive enough to describe the way it makes you feel. I'm here if you need a shoulder or just someone to talk to. I'll try to help hold you up till you can get things under control again.

[flamesea]

*hugs* thank you. i am doing ok most days, which is good, b/c i hate being moody especially when i knew deep down it wasn't perfect and really the best thing about it was the sex, really to popular visage the only thing about it was the sex, but after that amount of time you get confotable you know? start thinking, well, if this is how we are, maybe it'll settle in for the long run, and then boom, along comes something to prove how wrong you were.

i'm doing fairly well in other arenas, which makes a lot of difference mentally.

[sunshine_mama]

sorry that you be hurting. :(

[flamesea]

:( ya know, you think it'll take shorter to get over. even now i have days when i miss the man, but, thankfully they are fewer and r=farther between. at heart the knowledge that we would not have been perfect had we tried to make a go of it, but battling that the question of whether any union ever is.

well, nothing to be done about it. trying not to hide in my shell too much.