incompitant woman.
Awake from your slumber
just for a moment
shake from you
the drunken film
which has accumulated
on you;
a layer of blurry stupor
that foggs your vision
and chokes you through.

an athiest
thats me
content as any could be
lucky
thats me
without a christmas tree
happy
thats me
without a fat guy in my chimminy
no hopes
no expectations
I've got no holiday
so you can't ruin
my holiday vacation

im so lucky i dont have a holiday for you to spoil

when you ache
i ache
times ten worse
utter threats
are you cursed?
broken legs
broken brain?
kid you not
must be the same.
make a move
fix the peices
do somtething.
fucking jesus.

touch me soft
draw me near
air so chill
sky so clear

never was
how could it be?
lost in all eternity

let me smoke
watch you smile
inhale; exhale
linger a while

never was
how could it be?
lost in all eternity

sunday's fake
can't be real
to much love
for one to feel

shifting shadows
shadows shifting
by the sable of night
by the street light

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...the white texture
so rich
i could roll forever
so lush
i want to lay naked
the red light
shines on
the smoke makes perfect spirals
as i ease it from my lungs
i spent the day in a bubble
what a blur
except for the
white texture
so rich
i could roll forever
so lush...

...so fragile is the fabric of one's ego

that the misplacement of one thread

holds the power to unravel the entire facade...

watch out, Ms. Sostre. Maybe YOU'RE the one who needs to "toughen up"...