I'm kinda dissapointed that A Prelude to Summer isn't ready for Saturday because I'm almost tired of playing all the same songs every show. On the fifth we'll hopefully have it all done. (fingers crossed ( Read more... )

I've got very high hopes for this coming summer, which I am official starting right now for myself. I want something to show from this summer so I'm setting myself a bunch of goals and writing them down here because I don't want to lose them. (not because I think you actually care ( Read more... )

I've really been feeling shitty since Friday, maybe before? I don't know, I just feel unusually distant and vulnerable. I've also been feeling like nothing I do will ever be good enough. Don't argue that you think I'm good enough because I still don't live up to my own standards, which is a little ironic considering I don't generally have many ( Read more... )

I'm having a very hard time getting motivated ( Read more... )

We danced in the rain. Lightning strikes here often.

Great mini-practice today. We worked out any problems we had with piano parts for No Two Snowflakes. Anyone as excited as me for the EP in June?

I'm actually in a lot of physical pain right now.

Music is looking very good right now. I can't wait to practice for the first time in weeks on Saturday. I can't wait to get the EP recorded / write new stuff for the LP. I'm excited to co-write a song with Caina's affinity. I'm excited for the show with MHY and for the festival with three of Adam and Nick's bands. I'm actually stoked for Contest ( Read more... )

A lot of things happen in Texas. That's the general idea, but I know it is just the way I notice and perceive things. This week has been spent in my mind. Or at the mall. But I've spent my time well. Observing and contemplating. I love being away for a couple reasons. 1) I get to rest and sleep as much and often as I would like. It doesn't bother ( Read more... )

I'm in Texas again. It's not all that special without you. It was nice to be above the clouds for once. It's nice to not have to worry. Nice to rest my eyes. Let me know if you're still alive. I miss you.

So many bad vibes last night. Not necessarily for me, just the ones I care about. It was an excellent day, and things fell apart when we got home. But we are so strong that we didn't let it affect the music. We tried out the new changes to Homecoming Funerals and Translucent Serenade. They went pretty well considering we didn't know what was going ( Read more... )