[written//private]
[There's a lot of pen marks along with several attempts at sentences that have been scribbled out.]
Maybe I'll never get my heart. Even so, more and more each day it feels like I have one.
Maybe I'm getting too comfortable here after so long. Living day to day almost like I'm human. Normal.
It's all messing with my head. I don't even have an answer anymore.
[A few more words that were scribbled out in frustration before Axel gives up.]
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[The journal's audio picks up an exasperated sigh as Axel basically flops over onto his back (but not before folding his wings against his back first) there on the edge of the fountain. He sets the open journal over his face and lays there for a moment. Luceti Land was great for a change but now he's so bored again. Without regular missions to do after so long, what is a Nobody to do with his not!life. He's getting restless again.]
I gotta find a hobby. [He pulls the journal off of his face, raising it up so he can look at the pages. Oh, it's recording.] Well, since this thing is on, how about a little game? Ah-gotta draw something here first.
[Give him a few minutes before this appears on the page-]
See those circles in the middle? Now, which one is bigger?
[He'll be hanging out there at the fountain for a while before finally getting up to do other things around the village. He heads for the shops to pick around for anything interesting, particularly coming across a pair of sunglasses and putting them on out of boredom. After he's done in town he heads for home, but feel free to run into him anytime. He's not in that big of a hurry. If you happen to pass him he'll be greeting anyone with a rather cheerful "Yo", stranger or not
It should probably be noted that Axel is not wearing his Organization issued coat for once. A spar yesterday left a rather nasty rip in it, thus he's wearing normal clothes for once until it gets fixed. So today he'll be spotted wearing black cargo shorts that go just past his knees, a black tanktop and a black and white plaid scarf that's around his neck.. Something almost similar to what he wore when he was human, really, just... darker. After wearing black so long, it's kinda strange to wear anything with too much color. For a visual reference,
this cosplayer does a fabulous rendition.]