I am so miserable right now. This summer is horrible.

What a beginning day of camp. It was CRAZY! It was hot as hell out to begin with. We went bowling this morning and somehow Sebastian managed to walk into the girls bathroom and once he was in the stall and realized it, he decided he was gonna stay there until all the girls were gone... which was at least 20 minutes later. Then we get to the park ( Read more... )

You might be a swimmer...If whenever you hear an electronic beep, and you instinctively jump, you might be a swimmer ( Read more... )

I am seriously thinking about going into AmeriCorps after my sophomore year of college. I still don't know what I want to do with my life and I think it would be a good opportunity for me to go help people and get away for a while. It seems like it's a good program and they also give me some money for college so I wouldn't be completely in dept ( Read more... )

I just got back from SWOCC a little bit ago. SWOCC is a gun club that my grandpa, dad, and uncle belong to. This morning, at their target shoot, they shot off a cannon for my grandpa. Not only that but they closed the spot that he always used and put a gun and a navy hat in front of it for him. I stood in stall 2 with the rest of my family watching ( Read more... )

I went over to Angela's tonight since I haven't seen her for 3 weeks! It was really good to see her and Ryan. Their friend Billy came over too. I had met him before but I found out tonight that he has the same birthday as me!! He's only the second person I have ever met that has my birthday! We played a bunch of board games tonight. Twister, Sorry ( Read more... )

I should stop watching Sex in the City so much. It makes me lonely. More than normal.

I think I would be mostly happy if I just had someone to hang out with. Nevermind. That's prolly a lie. I really need to get out and meet more people.

I'm sick of going through life alone.

I feel all I've been doing is sitting around my house watching movies and reading or going to my grandma's listening to them go on and on about the papers that need to be filled out after my grandpa's death. I just can't spend anymore time sitting in that house with my cousin contantly poking me and bothering me. I can only handle so much of him at ( Read more... )

I can't sleep. I have to be up in 5 hours to get ready for the funeral and I don't feel like I am anywhere close to falling asleep. I haven't been sleeping well for days. I am not ready for all this tomorrow. I have been watching my family cry for a week now and I don't know if I can sit through this whole thing with everyone around and not fall ( Read more... )

The days are long.
The nights are longer.
Everything is a blur of tears and pain.

I miss you grandpa.

Served with Honor - United States Military Veteran ( Read more... )