Oh and it's oh so, so, so sad....don't act like you care when you don't give a shit.

You're the better of it.

Tonight I got out of work early. For the first time in a while, I hung out with myself. I went to Empress and got some coffee. If I hadn't called, I wouldn't have sat alone watching the day turn into night. I would've left a lot early than I had planned on staying.... wait, I did that already.

Wow... it really sucks that I forgot that people could actually read this.. fuck. im embarrassed..... and plus i don't even think i spelt that word right.

I'm going to pick up the Eisley full length tomorrow night. I'm excited for that... now there's something to smile about.

I'm getting over the fact that I fucked up.

I'm trying to figure out this piece of shit funk that I've been in lately. I have so many things going on in my head. You're fucking always in my head, and I haven't seen you in over a year. Is that bad? Yeah, it is because I'm a fuck up and you're perfect. That's the way it is. That's the way it always has been. How come I still smile when I think ( Read more... )

Holy shit, I miss that kiss.

fuck

what am i, an asshole?

I don't care what you do to me. Just make sure you hurt me in the end.

Drunk and no John Mayer, but hey, I'm home.