This is reality ( Read more... )

With each word you make it easier to want
nothing to do with you. You are nothing like
I thought you were and that's fine.

I'm excited about moving out
and just starting entirely new
with basically everything. Things
are changing and it's really nice.
No one said change was easy,
but it's either evolve/adapt or die off.

I need to stop all of this shit so I can truly just move on.
It's hard, but none of this shit will help at all. However,
the more I don't dwell on all of this, the faster it will all
just dissappear. That's just what needs to be done.
I can't care for someone who doesn't care about me,
I won't keep doing this to myself.

I have very few friends, but I am absolutely in love with ( Read more... )

This stage is the hardest,
but after this I know that I will be okay.

It's blatant now that everything was entirely insignificant ( Read more... )

When you put so much emotion into something,
anything about it will be incredibly emotional.
I'm honestly so ridiculous about all of this.

Haven't you done enough damage?

I saw what you left me as when there was little hope of life at all
and then found out even more of the problems my life promises because
of this whole situation.

Its never going to end and I just feel completely destroyed in
every way a person can right now. Congrads, I've been defeated.

I have the best boyfriend ever ( Read more... )

first of all...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
[to basically my only reader, hah]

I am happy and feeling like myself again.
I am looking into helping my previous habits being back
and I have realized that I have been going against my whole
idea of not allowing people to treat me poorly, but it's back[as well]

I'm not worried or concerned about anything right now.
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