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[flashybonz]

I still don't feel ready. I still am in utter shock. Perhaps even more so now since Wednesday than I was months ago when I first heard knews. I'm busy trying to forget. I'm busy trying to pretend like things will be okay. I want believe that the sympathy card sitting on my desk, that I haven't been able to send for months because it just isn't

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[br0kejayme]

Sometimes the things that don't seem like enough end up meaning more than all the words in the world could possibly mean.

Send the card.

By the way... our mutual friend should have hooked us up a long time ago.. ;)

[flashybonz]

who's our mutual friend? I'm curious? lol
thanks hun for you kindness! i'm off to look at our mutual friends list! lol

Nic

[__pinklady__]

What happened?

[flashybonz]

long story,..someone who for the most pary saved my life is very ill.

[thornsandroses]

I am sorry that things have been so hard...I'm also sorry that I haven't any better words of comfort for you *hugs*

[flashybonz]

your words are more than enough--they always are! thanks for always being here :)
Nic

Nicole

[anonymous]

Nicole -

This is a friend of yours from a long long time ago. I havent seen or spoken to you in years, and I had no idea that you were even sick. When we were little, we would run around JCC camp together - chasing boys and having a blast. I remember you - so fun, so energetic, upbeat, full of life. It breaks my heart to read your journal entries and I cannot even begin to fathom the pain that you must feel everyday. I am so sorry that you are having so many problems - but please Nicole, get the help that you need. You owe it to yourself - and that amazing little girl I remember from camp....I know she is inside you somewhere.