Comments | flashybonz: just like the rain, I'll always be falling. only to fall again.

flashybonz

just like the rain, I'll always be falling. only to fall again.

Nov 30, 2006 16:31

I'm going to try and keep this updated. It's been rather hectic lately with life in general. Health is same...barely scrapping by. but hey, I'm alive. I was release from IP a year ago. now i'm in the same place I was before I went.

I just want to be part of the fucking human race already. I'm sick.

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delfinodigrazia November 30 2006, 21:20:37 UTC

It was really great to see a post from you. I'm sorry that things aren't going well.
Hang in there!!

flashybonz December 1 2006, 01:57:40 UTC

thanks sweetie! it's been ages huh? hope all is well with you!

seaofserpent December 1 2006, 00:12:51 UTC

Don't mean to be nosey, but when did your ed start?

flashybonz December 1 2006, 16:50:39 UTC

11-12 years ago...why do you ask?

Curious seaofserpent December 1 2006, 16:58:40 UTC

I just didn't know much about your ed; how long you've been struggling; when it started.

golddustme December 1 2006, 14:41:12 UTC

I am sorry it is still such a struggle. My husband was asking me last night why the hell I go to a nutritionist if I don't follow the plan. I started trying to explain that I was making an effort but I could not do the whole thing. He said "I would be so happy if I was sick and someone pointed out what I had to do to get better and live a healthy life and all you do is disregard what they tell you" My response was "imagine the best medicine to cure you was your worst enemy in your head. Just imagine that for one fucking second" Then he said "I am going to die early of worry and frustration" It was really pleasent. Don't know why I wrote all that here. I guess everything about this disease pisses me off and seeing you hurt and struggle sucks and wish it could STOP! It freakin SUCKS! I love how you look in Red. It's a good color for you.

flashybonz December 1 2006, 16:59:14 UTC

I appreciate hearing that someone else relates! really, I do! It's such an up and down life these days...no other way to put it!

m_rackham December 6 2006, 15:52:32 UTC

since i was 14 i have wanted my fridge to looke like that... :( but as long as i dont live alone it never will.

and you are not fat not at all...

i added you on my friend list, hope u dont mind... :/

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