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[flashybonz]

if it all ended tomorrow...I would have so many regrets.

I truely mean that.

I wish this was as simple as a relapse...I could fix a relapse.

Comments

[golddustme]

I wish I had something to say. I am praying for you. Why is this unable to fix?

[anonymous]

sounds like you are needing a long-term inpatient stay.

[my2_front_teeth]

How do you define a relapse? I mean, do you consider it in the same realm as a "slip"?

The Mental Health Mafia always usually seems to understand that I'm talking about the present tense when I tell them I relapsed in 1999. . . Although maybe not quite, because the only help I've been able to get since I went Medicaid-only has been mediocre at best. The *good* places either a) of course can't do the financials or b) claim they aren't able to offer what I need. If NYSPI honestly isn't capable of treating me, what hope is there?

[lizziebeans531]

Hi Nic,

I'm sorry you're having such a hard time. I hope things get better soon. I'm thinking fo you.

~Liz

[flashybonz]

thanks sweetie! i hope so too :)