so since all this last entry i have had alot happen on dec 28 andrew dicuffa(aj) was found dead in his car. i know to most of you this means nothing but he was someone i cared about and in a little while i have to go say goodbye. arn and i are finally done i just couldnt do it anymore. we fought way too much. im very sad and very depressed right ( Read more... )

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so arn and i worked it out he said he was done with the pills and well im givin him the benifit of the doubt. if he fuckes up im jus gonna have to casterate him cuz thats the way things work in my world. but im still at my old mans i jus feel wrong at the appt now. something feels different and i dont feel at home there any more. so im stayin here ( Read more... )

so ok as of late arn and i are doin nothin but fightin and we really got into it today cuz hes always takin pills now to "feel good" and he becomes a giant dik head when he does so. i tried to talk to him about it today and he wont admid that he has a problem... so we went all out and thats the end of us. oh im gonna go back to skool at some point ( Read more... )

ok so i havent been sleeping at all and that pisses me off. when i do sleep i dont get rest its jus my body saying fuck you go to bed. ummm i got snippy w/ arn this mornin and i think thats why. i havent found a new job yet but its only mon. so i got a little time. ok i really think thats it as far as updating for me cuz nothin really big happens ( Read more... )

ok guys so yeah on fri before holloweeen my dad got all married...... he went to vegas and married my brother's mother. so they got home on tues. i have a new stepmom and a step brother. ( jus to starighten things out i have a half brother thats hers and she has another son who has come out here) but i feel alot better i was vomiting for a whole ( Read more... )

sry its taken me forever to update but i still need to get my computer fixed before i can get my roadrunner goin. im gonna try to get to the library more often to update kk??? so yeah i killed jene's car like 2 weeks ago. im ok i hurt my shoulder but nothing serious. she wasnt even upset. i been out of work cuz of it though wich sux ass. i can ( Read more... )

Jene here, updating for the Missy-san. She got her apartment with Jamie and Arn. She obviously hasn't gotten a phone-line or her computer over there or else she would have updated herself. Uhmm... I puked all over her carpet. Mm. Yummy. She is happy, work still sucks, but I think she likes it. Her hours are good. And that's about it. Lol.

=D BYE

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omg i am sooooooooooooooo pissed at my work.... i was supposed to be transfered to another department b/c im allergic to the sanitizer that we use at work. so i was gonna get transfered to the dairy where i wouldnt be around cooking or dealing with unpacaged food. my manager comes up to me today and asks if i wanted to be transfered and so i say ( Read more... )