Comments | flatbear: When you're caligulove.

flatbear

When you're caligulove.

Mar 18, 2011 14:44

I've not really been myself lately o.O ( Read more... )

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boosette March 18 2011, 19:09:04 UTC

If you do find out what it is, let us know, because I get the stupid brain vs emotion thing, too, and it sucks.

*hugs you*

flatbear March 18 2011, 19:11:37 UTC

Right? I figure it's probably just the usual hormonal imbalance thing, but the fact that I've never felt it before is the thing that's kind of thrown me for a loop.

I'm so used to the rest of my brain bullshit that I recognize the symptoms of things like depressive periods and post traumatic flashbacks enough to sort of...keep them at bay. But this is new and overwhelming o.O

khemlab March 18 2011, 19:31:40 UTC

Sounds completely hormonal to me. I'll sometimes get to the point where I just have to isolate myself because I can't talk my brain into having rational thoughts.

flatbear March 18 2011, 19:33:51 UTC

I'm thinking that's what it is, yeah. Like, I'm rational enough still to recognize it for what it is, and hearing it from other people makes it easier to accept ^_^

It's the weirdest thing. For the past couple of days, the emotional side has been all 'YOU ARE GOING TO BE ALONE AND NEGLECTED FOREVER' while the rest of me is all 'Uh, you're engaged, you've been with Mary for six years...look, she's sitting right there, looking at you. Hello...'

khemlab March 19 2011, 22:30:50 UTC

Oh, girl. I have so been there. I had myself convinced two nights ago that my husband hates me. Every little thing he did just added up to "See? He just doesn't like you" in my head, to the point where I actually stopped seeing that was completely illogical.

Yeah. Over it now. ;) I hope yours straightens up soon as well.

khemlab March 19 2011, 22:31:32 UTC

...and this was supposed to be a reply to the comment above. Logic is back, but hand-eye coordination is evidently lacking.

flatbear March 19 2011, 22:33:08 UTC

Bwah!

flatbear March 19 2011, 22:32:54 UTC

That is EXACTLY how I felt. And it was the most bizarre thing.

And now, I feel fine again! I clung to Mary for a day like a clinging thing that clings, emailed my mom, and then it just evaporated. Hormones, I guess!

cruelest_month March 20 2011, 07:17:57 UTC

Could be the full moon or could be the start of the pre-Retrograde for Mercury? I know that's at least somewhat responsible for my being as out of whack as I am.

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flatbear March 21 2011, 03:16:06 UTC

Thank you bb! I think it was just hormones because I am TOTALLY fine now!