i sit by my window, watch the clouds go by. every moment is one that i'm crying my heart out cus i'm not there with you. i feel like a fool, i've got so much shame, i know i should just walk away but what will i do with all this pain i feel for you? so many nights i lay in bed, i wonder who's lying with you instead of me. i can't make you feel ( Read more... )

the boy who wrote you love letters failed to tell you that the fairytale was going to end. when he said "i love you" it meant "i'll stick around until i find someone better" and when he said "i need you" it meant "i need your mouth on mine let's share oxygen because without the validation of your tongue touching mine this feels like nothing" and ( Read more... )

sometimes... you can cry until there is nothing wet in you. you can scream and curse to where your throat rebels and raptures. you can pray. all you want. to whatever god you think will listen. and still, it makes NO difference. it goes on. with no signals to when it might release you. and you know that if it ever did relent, it would not ( Read more... )