i haven't updated in awhile. nothing too interesting has been happening except for prom plans. we fiiinally got the hummer limo and i think i might have found my dress last night. plus the after prom plans are shaping up and it should be awesome. i'm really happy that i get to spend it with the people i've been closest with the past four years. ( Read more... )

monday night i finally went to the billy concert. it was even better than i expected. once i saw him in front of me on stage i couldn't stop smiling. that felt good cause its been awhile since i have or at least meant it. he opened with angry young man which is one of my favorites. he also played lullaby which reminds me of my grandpa but it was ( Read more... )

two nights ago my grandpa passed away and after he had passed around 2:30 in the morning i went to go see him one last time. i knew there wasn't going to be a wake and that he was going to be cremated so this was my last chance. ever since that night my whole view on life and death has changed ( Read more... )

we're watching the goonies right now in computer programming so i kinda gave up on doing the rest of the exercises ( Read more... )

somehow this afternoon i got roped into doing this thing for the video yearbook. i figured it wouldn't be a big deal since all we had to do was say who our celebrity valentine would be. the result was me turning beet red staring into the camera and saying umm "my celebrity valentine would be jack black.....or ashlee simpson." i could have just ( Read more... )

with him

i can smile

get frustrated

say anything

he can

cry with me

finish my sentences

annoy me

he is

not a good listener

always there

slow to anger

i know

i'm no good

he'll never change

and

he loves me.

What came first? The music or the misery? People worry about kids playing with guns, or watching violent videos...that some sort of culture of violence will take them over. Nobody worries about kids listening to thousands literally thousands...of songs about heartbreak, rejection, pain, misery and loss. Did i listen to pop music because i was ( Read more... )

Plane of thought ( Read more... )

You Are a Boston Creme Donut
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i love twinkies, and the reason i am saying that is because we are all supposed to think of reasons to live. in science class, mr. z. told us all about an experiment where they got this rat or mouse, and they put this rat or mouse on one side of a cage. on the other side of the cage, they put a little piece of food. and this rat or mouse would walk ( Read more... )