I laid in my bed last night and thought, really thought about what I could do with me life. I've always toyed with the idea to join the Peace Corps, but I've always had excuses. The top of the list is always the time commitment. Twenty seven months is a long time. I will miss a lot of things. My godchildren will age. Relatives may die. The world ( Read more... )

Today would have been father's 69th birthday. Instead we mark a year and a half since he left us. It's so hard to have holidays without him, especially today. I was hoping that they'd get easier, but I'm not really sure that they ever will ( Read more... )

Sometimes the news makes me physically ill.        It worries me what the world is coming to.   

Auden and I went to the zoo yesterday!

Big brother is here today!

Graduation party tomorrow.

A more detailed entry, probably with pictures, will follow shortly.

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why is it so freaking cold?

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You know what's annoying AND disgusting ? Taking a drink of milk, and realizing it's spoiled.

Back to soy milk for awhile, probably. Because the thought of drinking milk now grosses me out until further notice.

one exam left!

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fuck yes.

Happy Thanksgiving internet world!  Be thankful for what you have.  Even if you've lost a lot this year, there are still so many other reasons to smile.  We've given so many amazing things in this life, don't forget to appreciate them. They burnout quicker than shooting stars.

♥

I am : 
busy, tired, stressed, sore, emotional, nervous, worried, in debt, exhausted, overworked, underpaid, missing friends, and sometimes miserable.  Mostly I feel that I am falling apart at the seams.

But you know..

I've never felt so alive

This is the best I've felt in weeks.. maybe months.