Tired is an under statment....

[flawedigauna]

I just got back from that church thing and I am exhausted! But for some reason I can't sleep now that I've gotten up and moved around so I'm in that trance-like tired/awake phase. Its all good I got my caffine and my Dounut :P... Well Last night and this morning was awesome! Definately the most fun I've had in a long time... And I found out that

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[babygurlkaykay]

that would be me!lol i cant believe u put that on ur lj thats gonna fly round school like jelly on bread!!!but if thats what u want.ne ways!u have to tell me bout matt on monday.
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[babygurlkaykay]

P.S. I LOVE U MORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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[anonymous]

Hi Charles!!! I miss talking to you. By the way... this is your SiStEr!!! I'm really speechless. You wouldn't understand how proud I am of you. Reading what you wrote 4 days ago compared to this last entry. I'm so happy you're excited about church and everything. I went through that abotu your age. Mom and I started going to church and for some reason I felt needed there... and I was curious about the Lord and being around people and family. I've made friends there and I'm glad you have too. Matt sounds like a nice guy. I'm soryr I yelled at you when we went to Longhorns for dinner but I was only trying to get you to understand what the pastor said. ( Not to invest your happiness in friends or relationships) You have to find somethin that you can be happy doing whether you are by yourself or with friends. For me it was music and being athletic. Everytime I would work and get 1st place in High Jump made me feel a little better about myself. I accomplished something. The same with church... I loved going and seeing the children during

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[flawedigauna]

OMG! Thank you so much Sara! Yeah I'm well i do alot of that so I have contuinued playing guitar and im practicing myself into a coma getting ready for district auditions. and i run everyday with elgin so its all good. If i could just get my grades up everything would be perfect. I lost weight since u last saw me. I have abs!! omg i didnt know i did i havnt seen them in like 9 years but thats awesome i went from 204 to (now) 175.. and im helping mom lose some weight... even if it is kinda unhealthy it works and its made me feel better and i want to help her and help our parents relationship. wow i kinda forgot that is is live but if anyone else is reading im sure they can understand. I hope you keep posting i like repying on this better than AIM or what ever this way when i feel bad i can look back and remember good/bad times and think about it better. Thats a great aspect about journals(I got the idea from that movie "The Butterfly Effect")(p.s. Ashton is hot!). well anyways thanks for replying i love you and have fun at college but