I do have chronic discontentment. I can take the most innocent situations and make them sooooo horible in my mind. And then i find out the real situation and how things are and i feel stupid. I just dont have faith in people. Even people i consider friends. Ehh i really hate the way i think. And when i am alright, thats when i listen to music that ( Read more... )

Soo i'm going to Ohio w/ Rosalee on sunday!! Im so excited & happy to just get away for a week. Last nite i hung out w/ Jason at his apartment. He asked me if i was his "girl". And i actually said yea. It must be what i want bcuz i didnt even have to think of the answer. It just came out. So we chilled at the pool and in the hottub and talked. Then ( Read more... )

so i was brushing my teeth earlier, and i looked down at the shirt i was wearing. Its the one Real Rock sent me and on the front it says plainly, "Not intended for anyone." And I thought, maybe i'm not.

#10. Hopefully its the last. Im talkin about Jason, hes been added to the roster. But i was careful this time. Im not gonna jinx myself & say i know he wont hurt me, but i feel good about this one. Even tho, he's leaving for Kentucky in September when he graduates from MMI. But then again, i have 4 months to change his mind :). Umm, soo yea i havnt ( Read more... )

Yea so heres my deal ( Read more... )

Single again, i knew it was too good to be true...dont ask, dont want to talk about it.

Yea so life sux right now.
Boyfriend gone for the weekend
Gotta go to work in 3 hours
Nextel bill is $170
Signed another yr contract w/ them w/o consulting anyone first
Have to pay for my own classes in fall
Still broke

I am so broke. Im wracking my brain on how to come up with some extra money. The only thing i can think of doing is gathering some clothes together and going down to Plato's to try & sell them. The only thing is tho, i remember when Rosalee took some down a while back and they didnt take ONE thing, and she had some cute stuff. Seether's new CD ( Read more... )

Hollaaa backkk..last nite was a trip. Lil John & Ross are goin back home to good ole New Hampshire so last nite was a kind of going away party. Me, Rosalee, Adam, John, Ross, Luke & Jason were all chillen at the apartment. It was so much fun. We antiqued Johnny as he came outta the bathroom and we got it on camera and watched it like 100 times ( Read more... )

Yeaa, so i went to Valencia w/ dad today to get enrolled. I claimed myself as independent hopefully to get better financial aid, considering i fucked up (see last entry). Umm but yea they needed to see my tax return and since i dont keep that in my back pocket, i have to go back next week and bring it in. I feel better tho, at least i am on my way ( Read more... )