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Your gender: female
· Straight/Gay/Bi: Straight...(bi curious more or less...but not quite so bi)
· Single?: unfortunately
· If not, do you want to be?: n/a
· Birthdate: 10/05/89
· Your age: 15
· Age you act: I have times when i act like a little kid again
· Age you wish you were: 18
· Your height: 5' 6"
· Eye color: light brown
· Happy with it?: y not
· Hair color: dark brown
· Happy with it?: extremely
· Lefty/righty/ambidextrous: righty
· Your living arrangement: um...mom, dad, both sisters, both brothers...and me
· Your family: hmm,...look at question above...thats my family thats who i live with
· Have any pets?: 2 cats
· What's your job?: dunkin donuts...it sux monkey balls
· Piercings?: 6 on each ear...belly button...nose
· Tattoos?: none yet...im not old enough
· Obsessions?: music, victoria's secret, matching
· Addictions?: all of the above
· Do you speak another language?: i sort of speak french
· Do you have a webpage?: no
Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
· Do you live in the moment?: i try
· Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: always
· Do you have any secrets?: i don't think so
· Do you hate yourself?: sometimes
· Do you like your handwriting?: sometimes
· Do you have any bad habits?: of course
· What is the compliment you get from most people?: um...that i look cute
· If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: ...(i have no idea)
· What's your biggest fear?: being completely alone
· Can you sing?: yea..but not well
· Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: never
· Are you a loner?: i dont think
· What are your #1 priorities in life?: Friends...music...making others happy
· If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: yea
· Are you a daredevil?: to some extent
· Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: um...i hate who i was in middle school...and i hate how i am not happy when i sit in my room alone
· Are you passive or agressive?: depends
· Do you have a journal?: more than one
· If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: there are way to many things...i'd change my looks...my happiness...the fact that im single...and more
· Do you think you are emotionally strong?: for the most part
· Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: i try to live without regrets...but there are a few things
· Do you think life has been good so far?: for the most part
· What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: um...treat others how you want to be treated
· What do you like the most about your body?: um...probably my eyes
· And least?: everything else
· Do you think you are good looking?: not really
· Are you confident?: more or less a fake confidence
· What is the fictional character you are most like?: no idea
· Are you perceived wrongly?:ALWAYS
Do You...
· Smoke?: not anymore
· Do drugs?: not anymore
· Read the newspaper?: no..but i write for my school newspaper
· Pray?: only when things get real real bad for other people
· Go to church?: no but i have to go to this damn confirmation class
· Talk to strangers who IM you?: most of the time
· Sleep with stuffed animals?: only when i need something to hold
· Take walks in the rain?: i try...i love the rain...it provides a sudden comfort
· Talk to people even though you hate them?: i dont hate people
· Drive?: not yet
· Like to drive fast?: i wouldn't know
Would or Have You Ever?
· Liked your voice?: no
· Hurt yourself?: too many times
· Been out of the country?: no
· Eaten something that made other people sick?: yea
· Been in love?: yea...it broke me apart
· Gone skinny dipping?: yea
· Had a medical emergency?: yea a few times
· Had surgery?: kind of
· Ran away from home?: i've never had the motivation
· Played strip poker?: i never have....maybe i would tho
· Gotten beaten up?: nope
· Beaten someone up?: yea...it was funny...(COLA WARS)
· Been picked on?: duh
· Been on stage?: yea
· Slept outdoors?: yea
· Thought about suicide?: yea
· Pulled an all nighter?: all the time
· Gone one day without food?: um...i've gone a few days without food
· Talked on the phone all night?:yea...i need to sometimes ya kno
· Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: a few times
· Slept all day?:yea
· Killed someone?: no
· Made out with a stranger?: yea...a bunch of times
· Had sex with a stranger?: no
· Thought you're going crazy?: yea...many times
· Kissed the same sex?: yes
· Done anything sexual with the same sex?: aside frmo kissing...no
· Been betrayed?: yea...it hurts like a bitch
· Had a dream that came true?: never
· Broken the law?: many times
· Met a famous person?:nope never
· Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: only a chipmunk
· On purpose?: only a chipmunk
· Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: i don't believe so
· Stolen anything?: yea
· Been on radio/tv?: tv...but never radio
· Been in a mosh-pit?: but of course
· Had a nervous breakdown?: recently actually...i used to have them all the time in the past before
· Bungee jumped?: not yet
· Had a dream that kept coming back?: yea...it stopped
· Belive in life on other planets?:uh...prove it then i will believe
· Miracles?: nope
· Astrology?: yea
· Magic?: no
· God: a god but not the church god person thing
· Satan?: yea
· Santa?: no
· Ghosts?: yea
· Luck?: yes...but i dont ahve any
· Love at first sight?: yes
· Yin and yang (that good can't exist w/o bad)?: yep
· Witches?: no
· Easter bunny?: no
· Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: yea
· Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: no
· Do you wish on stars?: i used to...never worked so i stopped
Deep Theological Questions
· Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: no are you fucking kidding me
· Do you think God has a gender?: um...yea...what it is im not sure
· Do you believe in organized religion?: no
· Where do you think we go when we die?: um...a coffin
Friends
· Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: yea
· Who is your best friend?: Kristen is my absolute best friend
· Who's the one person that knows most about you?: um...all my good friends...Kristen, Colleen, Erin, Amanda...to name a few
· What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: um...no idea
· Your favorite inside joke?: lol...your a fish...and "you weenised me in the boob"
· Thing you're picked on most about?: um...my dorkiness
· Who's your longest known friend?: um...i dunno
· Talking to? my friend jared
· Newest?: um...maybe amber, natasha, and bry
· Shyest?: Colleen maybe...but i love her all the same
· Funniest?: um...erg...no idea
· Sweetest?: all
· Closest?: Kristen, colleen, erin, amanda...ect ect
· Weirdest?: Kristen
· Smartest?: Rachael C
· Ditziest?: Kristen
· Friends you miss being close to the most?: um...everyone i used to be close to
· Last person you talked to online?: Jared
· Who do you talk to most online?: Erin..i think
· Who are you on the phone with most?: no one
· Who do you trust most?: Kristen, Colleen, Erin, Amanada...and more...
· Who listens to your problems?: all my buds
· Who do you fight most with?: um no one
· Who's the nicest?: um...i dunno
· Who's the most outgoing?: Kristen
· Who's the best singer?: no idea
· Who's on your shit-list?: no one
· Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: nope
· Who's your second family?: The Ligetts
· Do you always feel understood?: not always
· Who's the loudest friend?: hahaha...no one is louder than me
· Do you trust others easily?: yea, sometimes i shouldn't tho
· Who's house were you last at?: Kristen's
· Name one person who's arms you feel safe in: anyone that loves me as much as i love them
· Do your friends know you?: yea they do
· Friend that lives farthest away: Amanda Cronin
Love and All That
· Do you consider love a mistake?: no just a pain in the ass when it is not returned
· What do you find romantic?: Stars, cuddling, kisses
· Turn-on?: um...stars...cuddling...eyes...strong hands...lol...im crazy...um...smiles
· Turn-off?: fakes...lies...unintelligent
· First kiss?: unfortunately i've never had a good kiss...they all didn't mean anything
· If someone who you had no interest in had interest in dating you, how would u feel?: um...honored, but i'd tell them i had no interest
· Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going: of course
· Have you ever wished it was more socially acceptable for a girl to ask a guy out: no really...because i hate doing that...and i dont care whats 'socially acceptable'
· Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive: yea more than once
· Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: probably not
· What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: sometimes they think with their dicks
· What's the last present someone gave you?: um...can't remember
· Are you in love?: unfortunately it is so...its hard falling out of love
Who Was the Last Person...
· That haunted you?:wtf
· You wanted to kill?: Cady
· That you laughed at?: i laugh to much to remember
· That laughed at you?: um...too many to remember
· That turned you on?: um...no idea
· You went shopping with?: Kristen
· That broke your heart?:that goes without a name
· To disappoint you?: um...goes without a name
· To ask you out?: noah...
· To make you cry?: Something that Sami wrote
· To brighten up your day?: Cait
· That you thought about?: goes without a name
· You saw a movie with?: Kristen and many others...it was a party
· You talked to on the phone?: Kristen...maybe
· You talked to through IM/ICQ?: Jared
· You saw?: um....Cait
· You lost?: Kristen at the mall
Right This Moment...
· Are you going out?: no
· Will it be with your significant other?: don't have one
· Or some random person?: um no...im not going out
· What are you wearing right now?: pajamas
· Body part you're touching right now: none
· What are you worried about right now?:myself
· What book are you reading?: The things they carried
· What's on your mousepad?: snoopy
· Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling: Depressed. unloved. unneeded...lonely...hated
· Are you bored?: yea more than you know
· Are you tired?: not so much i just took a nap
· Are you talking to anyone online?: not anymore
· Are you talking to anyone on the phone?:never really do
· Are you lonely or content?: lonely
· Are you listening to music?: always