so i go to arizona tomorrow, monday. ill be staying at my moms for a day then i go to estrella and get stoned as shit and have fun in the mountains..probably by my self but thats alright im used to getting stoned alone =p. ill get to see a few people ..karla..katie maybe but i dont think thats going to happen really. hopefully harley will be at ( Read more... )

so..updateing again..nothing to really update..i shall warn yall not to wear a cup..at all..so very uncomfortable..and leaves bruises..and..yeah so annoying. anyways. nothing has been up with this area of hell really..i havnt had any work for a while..though my boss hasnt either so thats alright i suppose. yeah.. um.....yeah..tahts it..yeah.

meaning i am out of bullets. anyways...things are alright i suppose..i get lonlier and lonlier each day. sucks to a great extent. i havnt quit smoking cigs yet..i tried though.. but i start up again. as for pot..im not going to quit that. ive decided, though, that i am no longer going to smoke anything on sundays..its a longish story that i ( Read more... )

so i have a job now..at least im pretty sure i do. i dont know how much i get paid yet..but pretty soon ill know..concidering im supposed to get paid today =\. well, i work as an electricians helper..i dont really do much i suppose..i help wire houses and such...that about sums it up..i also help put in electrical appliences..but yeah o.o..im ( Read more... )

so..im pretty sure now that i might have lung cancer..i am experiancing a few of the symptoms...and it isnt fun. they ar numbered..and what not..so yeah.. adue ( Read more... )

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so im having a very good day today :D! that would mean i am also in a very good and understanding mood today =) so yes..talk to yall later.

so..this is going to be my first entry in a long time..probably my last..i dont really put any entrys anymore ..find no point to it. so im stilla s lonely as ever..which figures..im a loser losers are meant to be lonely. i spend alot of time playing playstation now ...beat final fantasy 9 in a little less than a week..like..6 days or so. ..so.. ( Read more... )

..so..lonely again..broken again..feeling unwanted by the ones i want to want me..again. ..will it ever change..? no..thats doubtfull.....anyways..i didnt get on lj to post an emo little post..toolate though i suppose. anyways, i went to my first concert wednesday..the 12th of this month....i saw the akas, suicide city and mindless self ( Read more... )

os yeah i have had an interesting weekend and shite because i went camping and then yeah it was all very confuseing. so yeah..i wore a kilt this weekend and then i yeah..i had five fucking wasps fly up my kilt this weekend and got a skeeter bite on my sack..it was annoying and shtie..because i had someone on my lap and then i couldnt itch or ( Read more... )