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My nerves >.
My exams are in 2 weeks and I'm learning like hell for them, but I'm so exhausted. Every day, sitting 5 or more hours in my room and learning some things, I don't need in my life (apart from business administration and economics) ~_ ( Read more... ) -
Wishing sometimes to disappear
dancing on the flower field ( Read more... ) -
Today's full House
Today, my grandparents are coming with the plane from Turkey. They were there for 6 months. Everyone gets ready to greet them. My mother is making delicious bread and I did a cake.
My mother has the habit to intefere in everything I'm doing, when it has something to do with cooking.
While I was making the cake...
Ma: "Maus, can you hurry a little bit ( Read more... ) -
I hate it!
We wrote a class test today in Biology. As always I learned the unimportant things and failed >.<
I could sometimes copy from a super brain, who was sitting in front of me, but it just helped a little bit.
Why does the teacher have to make such difficult class tests? >.<
another bad mark doesn't make any difference now >.< I'm getting used to it ;_;
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Business computer science
Maah it's so boring. Actually I should program something, but I don't know how and the teacher doesn't really help. All my classmates and I are frustrated and only chatting in FB instead of doing the exercise.
It doesn't make fun anymore. I'm not sure if I still want to study it -
I guess Didips heading would match it:: Fail Day
Everything startet with my driving lesson today. There were no complications and I was relaxed when I was driving the car. Todays lesson was the highway and I was really excited. I wanted to drive as fast as I could ( Read more... ) -
some drawings
One of my hobbies is drawing, but for 3 years, I hardly find time to draw pictures. School makes me too busy >.< but I manage to find some time in the holidays.
this picture is about 3 years old, but I still like it ^^
geleebohne.deviantart.com/gallery/#/d17plip
this one was a birthday present to my friend. It hurts everytime when I have to give ( Read more... ) -
Addiction
It's becoming worse. I can't do anything without thinking about it. It appears in my dreams, in school (where I should better listen to the teacher), in the bus, everywhere and everytime. I can't control myself anymore. Life without it is impossible. What should I do? Go to the doctor? No! He would propably think I'm crazy..but maybe I am...I need ( Read more... )