arghhhhh my life is so fucked up.
SO fucked up.

school.
romance.
family.

everythinggg.

[you are now about to enter the twilight zone, AKA the world's longest blog.]

school - i don't even begin to know how i'm going to make up 5ish weeks of missed work. I have an enormous packet of work for English that's due FRIDAY. how the fuck does my teacher expect me ( Read more... )

Lmfao I'm being such a nerd right now ( Read more... )

He's been so sweet to me. He texted me to ask how I was, and I checked my messages sunday night. Guess what? He left me one. It was the first time he'd ever called, and thusly the first I'd ever heard his voice. He's got that damn east coast accent that just melts my little California heart.

I couldn't believe it. "Hi, Cricket, it's me. I'm sorry I ( Read more... )

i've been there for four days.

they admitted me laaaate sunday evening.

the tests i had done?

CT scan.
MRI.
Bone scan.
4 blood drawings.

My roommate?
A three or four year old cancer patient who only spoke Spanish.
Poor kid was always screaming cause she was in pain or she was scared.
I empathized.
Big time.

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o find out what's wrong with me.

i woke up with really terrible back pain after a nap yesterday, and it's been downhill from there.

i can't straighten up, so i'm literally walking at a 90 degree angle.

i woke up at 6 this morning, and needed help getting dressed, so my mom took me to urgent care, and after a two hour wait, THAT doctor referred me to ( Read more... )

yes, boys and girls, you heard right.

cricket had her very first therapy session today.

my therapist, dr. weisskopf, is this scrawny little nerdburger, who i absolutely love.
i think he's from like indiana or something, because he talks like pickles the drummer from dethklok.

he's a really chill guy, though.
i wasn't at all uncomfortable with him, and i ( Read more... )