some songs make me feel so good. they make me melt into myself and my surroundings and I am taken apart and put back together again. they make my face (and my insides) pretty and serene. they make me want to drive with all the windows down and let that sweet wind run wild in my hair (and my hair in my eyes)... they make me die and come back more ( Read more... )

I may be a ghost, but he breathes air into me.

Do we change as we grow older, or do we just become our true self? Is there even a difference?
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It's funny - I'm terrified of taking risks, yet I only got where I am today by taking them.
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Thoughts are coming and going but I just can't seem to hold onto them for that long.

I'm in need of a late night bullshit session. I'm brewing and ready to boil over.

I realized today that my mind is clearer. I don't know if it was a sudden thing... or gradual, but today I took notice and I was proud of myself (just a little). I thought to myself, holy shit, I am allowing myself to be happy. This isn't impossible. And all the shit that will always be in the back of my mind is okay, as long as I don't make it an ( Read more... )

it's so warm inside
where you've just now been
my feelings hung out to dry
won't you come back in

constant emotional strain
expiring all blood in my veins
breaking my spine
& shortening my life line

"It takes courage to push yourself to places that you have never been before... to test your limits... to break through barriers. And the day came when the risk to remain tight in a bud was more painful than the risk it took to blossom ( Read more... )

There are lots of things that are good in my life right now, but always always, there are shards of bad all along the edges. These bad things linger too long and too close and I can never get them out of my head. These thoughts, they will be the death of me.

The sky is blue most every day
The lemons grow like tumors they
Are tiny suns infused with sour