Thus far

[fleshballoon]

So... I got up around 2 and had two packets of instant oatmeal for a total of 260 cals. It's going to be 7:30 pretty soon, so I'm doing good. I haven't been tempted to eat, although my stomach has felt empty. That's actually encouraging. I had a diet dr. pepper. I haven't had any water yet today... again

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[hungry_pixel]

Having lost 90lb in a year, I really feel for you still being near the start of things. It will seem like forever now, but just think of the various GWs you've set and how smokin' hot you'll look at each of them...new dress for Xmas a size smaller than you are now, 3 dress sizes down by Ester, and by the time the weather gets warm again (assuming you're northern hemisphere, lol) you'll be in tiny pretty strappy summer dresses...so not so long! xx

[fleshballoon]

yess... I gained about 40 over the summer, actually... well, no, actually I gained 35, lost ten, and then gained 15. Ugh.

The terrible thing is thinking that I could be soooo close to my ugw by now, if I hadn't fucked up this summer.

But yeah, thanks for the encouragement. I haven't weighed this much in a couple years. I don't know how I managed before with this crap all over me.