Hm. I want another website. I used to have a few websites, years ago... I wish I'd kept my coding & layouts now. I can't remember how to do any of it!! And it's only been about 3 years... Oish. Annoying.
On a better note, I've calmed down now.

My mum got me some Kalms. Supposed to help you sleep. I looked at the label, it said "take 3 or 4 an hour before going to bed". I told her this. She didn't believe me. She had to go and read it for herself ( Read more... )

I can't really think of much to write. But out of boredom and lack of nothing better to do, here I am. I still feel like shit. I got just under an hour of sleep last night. This is fucking stupid. I need some goddamn rest!!! I swear to god. My next appointment is on Friday with the mental health workers, but I don't see my psych until 9th. Actually ( Read more... )

I've had 3 hours sleep in the last 4 nights. I am exhausted, physically speaking. Mentally, I am still wide awake. My mind is racing. It's weird because it's hard to verballise my thoughts, but they're still there. I feel like my mind is going a million to one. That doesn't even make any sense. I don't even know what I'm saying. My head is ( Read more... )

I'm having a "creative" streak recently... Some of the things I've written...

The angel flies above the clouds.
Wings unbound.
She unprepared for this
first-hand view of life.
... She stumbles.

__________I'm hiding the details behind the city lights. Behind the facades of buildings and the gossip of the city at noon ( Read more... )

Truth be told, I forgot about this journal. A lot has happened since my last entry. My 21st Birthday was on the 3rd, and that went without incident. I really did not want to celebrate it. Maybe I'll make up for it next year. We'll see ( Read more... )

Good morning! I think I'm finally getting used to all this "dragging self out of bed early" malarkey. My Dad has to take me to work today. My engine light came on in my car a couple days ago sooo it's in the garage while they figure out whats up with it. God knows when I'll have it back but they said they'd call me at some point today to let me ( Read more... )

I'M THE GIRL...I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because she's sleepy, but because she wants to be closer to you ( Read more... )

I hate mornings. I hate having to drag my sorry backside out of bed to go and actually do something productive. It's been so long since I've done this... Let me think... August was the last time I had a job with early hours, and usually it was only a couple days a week that I started at 9:00. Before that it was when I was at Bookworld every ( Read more... )

Went pretty well actually. Got to sleep at about 1am. Was woken up at 7:15. Not too bad. Getting there. I wanted to be asleep this evening by 9:30 but thats flown out the window ( Read more... )