Comments | flinny_sheep: 11 hr flights have turned me into this...

flinny_sheep

11 hr flights have turned me into this...

Jun 13, 2005 14:54

just read everyone's lj from the past month and oh, how many things have happened since i've been gone. it's weird to be back in california - i feel as if i've been gone forever and hence detached from everyone? i don't know what's going on with my friends. i don't even know who's out for the summer and who's not. or if everyone's out by now. i ( Read more... )

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under_thescore June 14 2005, 01:23:19 UTC

felice, you ARE my group. no joke.
and you better believe that i'm pretty much going to come live with you next year regardless of what your roommate says.
and i really really empathize with everything you wrote. bc as much as it seems like i've found a group, it's a forced fit. and you of all people know that. and on the bright side, because you in a sense DO get to start over (which i crave doing)you have more of a chance than any of us to find that group.
and in any case, i missed you, cal is weird without you, so is home, call me like NOW.
mwah.
freyan

asnmystiq June 14 2005, 23:38:32 UTC

hey felice ( ... )

livingthunder June 15 2005, 17:31:52 UTC

you dont always need a group. sometimes if you dont try too hard, or if you don't especially go looking for one, it'll come to you. one day you'll just look around and suddenly realized that you're surrounded by people you love and everything will just feel perfect, just right. and even then, don't be scared you'll lose it, just realize now that hardly anything's forever. you're buddhist, too, right? =P if i remember correctly. it makes things easier :) don't be scared of being alone; in fact, learn how to, and you're set for life. then anytime in the future you'll be able to readjust just fine, starting over each time. starting over's not necessarily a bad thing. i guess this past year, my experience was a little differnet. i started out antisocial, i didn't really want to meet that many people. i didnt think there was a point to going out there and introducing myself to everything that walked and had two hands and feet and talked back. my high school friends thought i was crazy, but i just knew deep down that i would eventually find ( ... )