can you?
can you hear
can you hear me now?
can you hear
what i've been trying
to tell you all along?

i'm here to stay
much to your dismay
finding contentment
in the most unusual of emotions
i cannot promise you anything
most of all my loyalty
all consuming and understated
i wonder
what does that word mean to you?
tell me
what does it mean?
that word being primary
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If I left this place, no one would notice. No one would call. No one would care.

If I stay here, no one will notice. No one will call. No one will care.

It's my birthday. Happy birthday? Nope. I've been more sad than happy on this day I was reluctant to come out of my mother's vagina those 16 years long gone. I can't stay here. All the "happy ( Read more... )

would you be the first to kiss me
to call me beautiful
and hold me in your playful embrace?

how long will i have to wait?

i feel ( Read more... )

I watched the embers radiate their heat ( Read more... )

all the fish in the sea
swim right past me

the waves that kiss my feet
are fading away
like those December days
that felt so long

feelings of dyspathy
come and go
that constant need
need...want?
i can't. and i won't.

mister apathy's grand discovery
his soft side
he will never be the same...

let's go for a walk
and never return
leave this place behind
and start anew ( Read more... )

Singing along to a few of my most favoured songs, I notice that I have so much to be thankful for that I don't generally take into consideration every day that I wake up grumpy. I'm healthy. I have a family that loves me to death and would do anything for me. I have friends that will always have my back. I have a best friend that I know will always ( Read more... )

End. NEOW.

How badly I was fucked over.

HOW could you do that to me and not feel bad about yourself and not even fucking take responsibility for it?

HOW? HOW? HOW?

I DID NOT FUCKING DESERVE THIS.

FUCK YOU ( Read more... )

I think I'm getting sick again. Jesus christ... I think it might be strep throat. I got in June for a few days as well...

Well anyway...

I want to see The Descent this weekend. It's supposed to be really good, according to the Europeans. Supposedly the fucking Americans fucked with the ending for the US release. They will burn one day, I promise you ( Read more... )

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