so.. ummm....

he'll never know how much i care and like him...

and i dont even know if he cares...

and i hate it when i come home from cheer...

and i think... i would just like to have someone who cares about me walk w/ me somewhere in the dark and we just talk...

i would love that.

seriously.. you dont know how much i love the little things...

it tells ( Read more... )

.. so this person i know

went to the hospital..

because of stress.

apparently he had so much stress he coughed up blood and had to go to the hospital.

and.. uh.. ive been stressed for like... a whileeee

• cheer
• trying to get ppl to go to the open gyms
• getting ditched.
• gym
• school

mmmm. i dont get anything anymore...

and everyone is criticizing me liking this person...

and i keep getting confused....

i almost figure something out and then it changes a tiny bit and it all collapses...

maybe im right...

maybe im wrong...

i dont know.

my mind is spinning in circles thinking the same things i think everyday in a cycle. it just keeps ( Read more... )

happy halloween....

happy day of the dead also...

im still unclear on what im doin tonite....

i love ppl =D

i reallllly dislike this one person tho cuz he read all the notes  i told him not to at a party. he just doesnt get it.  
so... me and ethan and crisco are against val in a cheese fight.

POWER OF THE CHEESE!
                 [POTC]

so i think that's ( Read more... )

i think he's avoiding me.....

does he even care anymore?

horrible day. ask and ill tell you. im going to bed.

i realized what it is that's bothering me. or at least one thing...

no one appreciates what i do...

so im sorry everyone for everything ive ever done.

im sry.

everything i do, it's wrong.
everything i try, i fail.
everything i decide, ends up being wrong.
i try to be generous, i get taken advantage of.
i take lots of time and effort to do something, and they reject it.
i try to be as perfect as i can be. i try to be good at everything i do.
i try to be the person everyone else wants me to be. i cant even do ( Read more... )

i never really noticed how annoying everyone in the world can be.