Weird feelings about 'special' friends

[flipnfairy]

So, I just found out yesterday that Dan is going to be in town for 10 days next week. I'm not sure how to feel about that. Sure, we're dear friends and it will be good to see him after almost a year, but I can't shake the odd feeling that it will be ackward being that I was pretty much in love with this man for the last 3 years, and this time when

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[aum_estrella]

ahh, decisions, decisions...

[flipnfairy]

I know :(

Why don't we move and live in a mansion in the Philippines and become self-made millionaires as pop stars?

[aum_estrella]

sounds good. i think i might be too dark though. you might make it!