Ya, so...went on a date with Earl. Watched Life Aquatic. It was good. He's trying to be good and resist doing anything. Ate at the Virginia Cafe afterwards. The movie made me crave fish and chips, but nothing is in comparison to the fish and chips in Seattle on the piers at Steamers...mmmm. Got home and did laundry like a madwoman, cause Earl ( Read more... )

God....2005? What the Hell?!?! Where did the time go? That's the true sign of aging...when time flies by and you don't know where it went ( Read more... )

....is what I would have rather been tonight. Would've preferred being with a certain someone, but distance is the leading factor. I have realized again (when will I ever learn) that going out with the Gaylords leaves me at the end of the night exhausted, annoyed, and sick of the gay scene ( Read more... )

Now is about the time that the parents scurry in the wee hours of the night getting the presents out of their secret locations and place them under the tree to continue the lie of Santa...to bad I figured that out when I was 5 ( Read more... )

So did most of the Xmas shopping already, just need to get Zach's stuff and a good luck charm for Rich's journal and that's it. It was kind of nice just to walk around downtown and the Pearl all by myself. I felt all grown-up; out on my own, doing my own thing, no one to hold me up when perusing the stores. And now for my own reference a list of ( Read more... )

I can't get Rich out of my head. We've chatted or texted pretty much everyday since he left. On Sunday we talked on the phone for 4 hours about random topics. He's helped me start up the loft purchasing process. He's getting a pair of Scissor Sisters tickets for him and I in SF for when I am going down there for a weekend in January. He's so ( Read more... )

So my mom and bro just got in a wreck, 15 min from the house. Patch of black ice on the freeway. They are so far ok. Brandon has a few bruises. Mom has some scratches and bruises and something dealing with her ear. The truck they were driving spun then flipped 6 times to the height of a semi's windsheild that they almost hit. Truck is ( Read more... )

And I was the one that was crying!!! She had a feeling I was since I was younger. But she loves me no matter what. She said that if here children were murderers she'd bail us out of jail. I love her so much. So now she knows. Bro doesn't know yet...but that won't be till after high school...mom says it's not the right time for him to know. ( Read more... )

I'm coming out today to mom and bro. I'll take the advice given and just be honest. I can't control how they react, I can only control myself. They'll love me no matter what. And if it goes sour, today will be my last day of life cause I'll end up in a tub of my own blood...remember slit vertical!!!!

So good morning ( Read more... )