why is there never a time when i can get my hopes up and they actually work out...why does everyone have to tell em this shit that makes me happy but really is just too good to be true and u want to believe everything is gonna work out but it never does...w/e im gonna try not to mope on it cause that just makes twice as bad and makes them feel bad ( Read more... )

i think i just blew everything....

just got home from work but there arent that many good people on...work was mad funny... almost the whole time me and mike made fun of people lol. man vacations sux!!!! i could be gojn somewhere great with sum1 even greater ut noooo vacation had to take over lol. o well the important thing is that i wouldsa beebn goin! yayy lol well im gonna go ( Read more... )

i walk out from the room...i see her face, my heart triples its speed, she dosent see me so i turn the other way to see if she will try and catch my attention...i feel a tap on my shoulder, and i pray its her...i turn slowly and my hopes were right...i scramble for the right words to say... we have a conversation then its off to class for the both ( Read more... )

things are lookin good these days...well sorta...lol today was pretty lonmg because i had to leave advisement to go work on my project in poe with jason and jessica...but of course jess didnt do shit lol i hope this vacation i can hang out with sum1 special to me hehe prolly not lol cause i have no balls when it comes to talkin to girls lol ow ell ( Read more... )

well things have tunred there heads and the sun is coming out...frop me neways....depression has stayed around long enough and i have shot it in the head and invited happiness over to play ...see u all in skool tomorrow...u better wish me a happy b-day!!!!!

stayed hoem from school again today cause once again my throat is killing me!...i cant find nething to do....i just want it to be tomorrow so i can go get my permit yea thats right u heard me right my bday is tomorrow and ill be 16!!!
lol my dad is gonna take me outa school to go get it...hopefully well i better go act sick...

-mike

cant get outa this shitty fuckin mood and its driving me crazy! i need sometin i dont know what though...

man...i am one bug pussy when it comes to girls...the time comes..im outside walkin to my bus and shes there and i manage to mumble a hi and wave my hand and she smiles back.....pretty pathetic huh...i need to shapen up or else my dating future is gonna be over very soon...maybe ill get some balls and say more tomorrow.maybe even a whatsup! lol ( Read more... )

in skool...using my time productively as u can see....im supposed to say something tothis girl i have a crush on today since she is never online...i gotta comunicate with her somehow lol....poe is so gay i gotta start mywhole fukin project oveer but i get to work with jessica and chris...well i better go work on this thing b4 i fail...

-mike