I feel bad about leaving so suddenly. I didn't intend to not say goodbye or anything, it's just that things got chaotic as I was leaving. Direction mix ups, misscommunications and whatnot
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For a long time i've thought that you're often there, but not really there with us (whoever 'us' happens to be). And i think that sometimes i feel the same way. For example: often when theres a big glob of us walking i walk far behind or far in front of everyone, in my own place, not relaly a part of everything. But other times i feel more integrated. Sometime si feel like the stars are far closer then the people walking besides me. It's so hard to acutaly get to know other people, to be able to understand them comepltly. part of why is because we don't even understand outselves, but i think you have a good handle on yourself, and that's a good start. You're a smart cookie, and you've got Henky there to help you, who's a good guy and also a smart cookie.
Amen matthew. and Heather, i think you are a great person. i know i dont know you that well, but i can say i enjoy hanging out with you and feel as if i fit in more with you then a lot of other people. even back in high school when we had that science class together, and sat together that time at lunch on the first day of school becuase neither of us could find anyone else haha. i dunno why exactly.... but its a pretty big thing for me to feel like i fit in with anyone. if you ever need to talk im always here.
I was really surprised when Henkel told me you were moving to Tecumpseh, but this might really be a good thing for you. Could be a whole new beginning and bring out something inside of you that you've been looking for.
And I agree with a lot of what Matt said to, about being there, but not necessarily being there, since I feel like that sometimes too. I think it's really situation dependent for everyone- there's always those surreal moment of outsidelookingin that everyone has. Sometimes you like the view, sometimes you want to be let in from the rain.
Oh, and I miss you. I feel like you would love people watching over here.
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I could watch your icon for hours. Catpouncebirdflycatpouncebirdfly.
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And I agree with a lot of what Matt said to, about being there, but not necessarily being there, since I feel like that sometimes too. I think it's really situation dependent for everyone- there's always those surreal moment of outsidelookingin that everyone has. Sometimes you like the view, sometimes you want to be let in from the rain.
Oh, and I miss you. I feel like you would love people watching over here.
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