actually cried today. very briefly. stupid thoughts

im honestly doing fine. but its times like this when i think im over it, and i realize im not totally, and then actually get more frustrated with the fact that im not over it than not being over it in the first place

anyways lets hope i survive tomorrow

so, so, thick

i wish i could dismiss people pointing out shit like that

brushing off peoples feelings

i hate people. i said that a lot to max when we hung out saturday
but damn its really sad how much i mean it

doing good again ( Read more... )

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today was insane ( Read more... )

reason number 52 why im a loser:
i saw something on the news about school bullying and i started crying almost immediately

really?

i honestly didnt see it coming but thats ridiculous

so sad ( Read more... )

Today was better than expected. I got yelled at once for not stamping the film by the radiologist :( but she apologized once she realized i had never processed film before, and well, it was my first (and only) day ( Read more... )

yeah so we ended up going to the bar that allen and i first went on a date too
:( that made me feel a little awkward

my fingers are utterly sparkly
i hate it
i just used nail polish remover. got ride of the nail polish, the sparkles stayed.
>:[

im so tired. im useless
nap? akfjaslkjfsda such a bad idea but im getting nowhere fast...

were pretty sure one of my friends got roofied tonight. she was out cold for 2+ hours ( Read more... )