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[flirtinchik06]

Why do i have to like a Jerk? How is it possable to like and hate someone at the same time? Derek was be so weird last night he never acted liked like that! it was like he didn't want to be around me, but i'd walk away and he'd come find me. i don't know maybe i'm just over re-acting! but i just feel like crying! i hate acting and feeling like this

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[anonymous]

STOP WORRYING ABOUT DEREK!! I know, i hate it when people say to stop liking someone, but seriously (and i mean this in the most loving way), what chance do u have with him? He's leaving, he's 4 years older than you, he's out of high school, you two never really talk or see each other, other than at dances.. do you think you're being obsessive? what do u really know about him? do you think he likes you? Just really think about that. And i know i can't make you not like him, i just don't want you to have this infatuation that u can't control, and that won't ever go anywhere! i love u lisa!.. but anyway.. i lovin the background.. and of course that's me with my arms around Seth!
~meghan
p.s. please forgive me for being so blunt! again, i say this only out of love for u!!

[flirtinchik06]

yeah i know! but it's hard! like every guy i've ever liked turn out to be a total bust! it just really sucks! i know he's leaving, Ben and i talked about it and we talk that hope things change (like feelings) in the 2 years that he's gone! but i'll get over it! there will alwas be some new guy to like (hopefully!) but it's just harder!and now that you have Sam it just makes me feel really sad! then i have mixed feelings on everything! i don't know anymore! i just want to go away! lol i still love you tho!