A lot on my mind.... so here it is.

Jul 09, 2005 02:57

This post is about nothing and everything... read it if you want. I just need to talk until I have let it all out ( Read more... )

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seth_htes July 9 2005, 07:40:58 UTC
Wow, man. I admire this post. I'm glad you can be happy and appreciate what you do have! Most people who are used to getting/having everything they want never develop a sense of appreciation for these things..or a personality for that matter. :-) *Seth

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rr danceonatable July 9 2005, 13:44:19 UTC
Ryan, <3. I know we've had a really kind of wierd friendship in the last year but you've always been someone that I look up to in certain senses. I know you've got your set of issues and I admire the way that you laugh and dance through every day no matter how crappy or terrible you feel, even if you feel like bursting into tears and driving off a bridge. You're determination and personality crack me up and I'm really glad I can call you a friend. You're right, no matter what, people judge. I hate it...because it's given me all the insecurities I have about things, and I turn everything into a joke or dis it myself so that I don't let myself get upest about it either. If its any consolation my car is 20 years old and i;'ve been stopped by cops twice and broken down twice in the last three weeks. Anyway, if i didn'thave tons to do right now this would be much longer raving about how cool you are (and how much i enjoyed stabbing you aa few months ago :) ), but i do have to get going.

~keep dancing~
Chris Treason

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scorpiokitty84 July 9 2005, 14:28:57 UTC
That was an amazing post, Ryan. I TRULY believe that one day you will find someone who is equal with you in every aspect; because that is what you truly deserve. Covering things up with jokes is a Scorpio thing, I do it too....

Joel and I want to see you soon.

Love you.

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anonymous July 9 2005, 15:10:04 UTC
ill be honest with you ( ... )

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anonymous July 9 2005, 19:59:42 UTC
Hey Ryan, It's someone you know and find sort of annoying. Great things happen to great people and you are no exception. You are an awesome guy who is very hard working and very loyal to your friends. Things will get better for you. I will be praying for you Ryan. Feel better soon.

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