enjoying another start. i guess i should watch what i wish for. so many chances passed. never thought any of it could ever last. i look back to my past. and see the rest and the last. i gave up on yall. you grew too tall. with your pride and your priorities. while i sat here buying from the minorities. feeling good. and feeling understood i layed ( Read more... )

i had a dream about You last night. i was talking to your parents and you had just walked out of the room. someone asked me what i was really doing there and i told them i was there to get you back. thats where i woke up. after all the time we have been apart. and as many reasons as i can give myself to forget you. my subconscience wont let go.

so poe's 21st was a good times. the bar is fun. and in less than 2 months i will be able to go regularly. places close to home. i will have beer and bud at home for the real fun. so i dont even have to drink a lot. and i work earlier now. so i have more daytime to do shit and im tired earlier, so i wont be staying out late anyway. i believe my ( Read more... )

poe's 21st birhtday is today. going to harry's. good times. good times.

my roomates have decided that im high strung. i agree. damn...

so friday night my boss, jon cardamone and his wife pam were killed on their harley by a 22 year old in a van. so saturday morning when i was supposed to get my call telling me what job i was working on for the day i got a different call with some horrible news. i must say i didnt know them as well as i would have liked, but from over the last year ( Read more... )

almost 21. my niece is 6 months old. i've been living on my own for a year. my first year of drugs. 3 years of sex. damn shit has gone wild. time just washes away like sand on a beach. as many painful memories as i might have, ive enjoyed 4 great ones to crush each depressing one. i cant complain about my life. and i can feel around me a great ( Read more... )

acupulco for spring break. most excellent.

life is good. the simple pleasures of this world make it so beautiful. i feel so wild. im invigerated. i love summer.

you don't even know...

ive discovered that some took my last entry out of context. dont do that.

i miss play fighting, just wrestling around and a little tickling.
i want a girl my mom will talk with for hours.
i hope i appreciate her this time.