I don't know what happened to me, but I just disappeared from my blog, and stopped posting anything of any meaning on here or myspace. Coincidentally, my sleepless nights have driven me back here. I vaguely remember a time when I could write, write, and write some more and still have more to say. I miss those days, I felt more in touch with myself ( Read more... )

So, as everyone already knows I moved back to Montana right after Christmas, and I had gotten accepted to Carroll College...blah blah blah. Anyways, I didn't do so hott at Carroll, in fact that's an understatement, I bombed at Carroll. So, back in like May, Shelly and I ended our lease at the apartment because she was moving and I hated living with ( Read more... )

I royally screwed myself this semester. Hopefully i can get back on track next semester. I pretend not to care but i am actually really disappointed in myself and angry with myself. I know i should be seeing someone about my internal problems that i'm trying to deal with. My whole family is trying to make me go but i just can't seem to bring myself ( Read more... )

So saturday i had to say goodbye to my dog. He left for texas and come to find out my mom left him at the airport until monday! I'm furious with her for lying to me. I've never been more angry with her. Then on sunday morning my dad called me asking about my dog and then said he had some bad news. I asked him what thinking maybe it was a bill or ( Read more... )

One more thought that has been going through my head lately....religion. I hate organized religion. It's nothing but a hypocrisy. Well, on top of being a hypocrisy, it's also an occult. Why would you want to sit there and listen to someone who is telling you how to live your life based on how he interprets that particular version of the bible? If ( Read more... )

So, I dropped my summer classes, I need a break from school, and therefore I’m going to take summer off this year and just relax ( Read more... )

I don't. I find myself caring less and less everyday. I feel like I'm starting to fall into a depression and I don't want that. I'm doing everything I can to prevent it, but when it comes down to it, I really need my friends, and they're no where around. I'm so confused about my life right now. Should I stay here, should I go back to Texas after ( Read more... )

So, I am finally all moved into my new apartment. My roommate is a girl named Shelly, she's nice, although she's never home, so I get lonely. We're in the proccess of getting a third roommate in, just got to find someone responsible. So, my apartment is bare, though I just invested in a flat screen tv, and cable will be hooked up on Tuesday. Some ( Read more... )

At first when I found out you were in jail, I laughed about it for a good hour. Then as I was staring at your mug shot my feelings went from laughing at the fact that you can see you've been crying, to anger because I was remember all that you've done to me, to almost sorrow at what we had in the begining...then I closed it because that is the last ( Read more... )

Me and all my friends ( Read more... )