October 2005 -
I'm seriously considering getting an industrial piercing in the near future.
This past weekend was exactly what I needed after the hell that was last week/weekend. The entire Treehouse went camping in Caledonia State Park which is about 30 minutes from here.
This is probably the first time in my life since I was pre-pubescent that I was not actively conscious of my weight and apparently, I've been so depressed and upset over the past month and a half, the weight has just fallen off of me.
Yesterday at 3 pm, Lis, Jack, Maggles and I loaded up the car with snacks and cigarettes and made our way to Pittsburgh to see The Dresden Dolls (!!!!)
November 2005 -
I am going to take some time off after I graduate in May and either work at a nonprofit or work somewhere else and just volunteer heavily with one to get the experience I need to actually get paid someday.
Everything is confusing and exciting and confusing.
*twirls*
December 2005 -
I <3 napping with pretty dorky boys. A lot.
Oh good god, why is it that drama follows me around like a fucking shadow?
January 2006 -
I can’t stop smiling.
February 2006 -
England really needs to stop being so far away :/
I AM GOING TO BONNAROO THIS YEAR!!!
March 2006 -
I love when one of my best friends in the whole world pretends that I don't exist.
It's a really great fucking feeling.
I went to my friend Peter's country house in the beautiful Blue Ridge mountains of North Carolina for spring break which was AMAZING.
My body image is really horrible these days.
April 2006 -
I feel very much alone right now. I'm not even sure why... I just came home and suddenly it hit me.
May 2006 -
I am officially a college graduate with a B.A. (cum laude) in Sociology!
Ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
I am so confused and officially do not understand men in the least.
June 2006 -
Situations have changed a bit in boy-land and things are *squeeee* worthy. I think I'm probably setting myself up for getting hurt, but as long as I'm knowingly walking into the fire, it's cool.
Bonnaroo was fucking amazing. I don't even know where to begin.
July 2006 -
I really have a passion for human rights issues and kind of wish I had done some kind of internship in that area to give me a leg up in pursuing this kind of career. But now I'm beginning to realize that this is the area I would like to get into eventually. Maybe I could get a master's in human rights law or international policy.
Negative toxic energy towards those who've hurt me in the past is going out the window.
August 2006 -
Last night in a hazy fog of drunkeness, I finally made the world stop spinning and got some sleep.
September 2006 -
I'm currently doing an (UNPAID) internship here in NYC which is awesome because it's really hands-on, doing policy research about economic and workforce development in New York.
I kinda need to get out of here but I'm appreciating the free rent + food. Definitely.
The weekend before last, Anni came to visit me!
I've been really lonely lately. My internship is cool but it's slowly sucking the life out of me and makes me too tired to go out with friends + the fact that it doesn't pay me any money to do so with.