Dear *$#@,

Well, Chrissypoo is being retarded, as always.  I'm trying to get him over here, but he says, "I think my mom wanted me to do something, tomorrow, and I'm not sure what it is... or what time."  I ought to kill him with a cinder block.  Or a crowbar.
    If he doesn't show up, I might die of ( Read more... )

Someone make this day intresting,

So, um.  Almost throwing up.  T.O.S.  Guitar.  Journal browsing.  Guitar.  Journal browsing.  Chinese food.  Waiting for Tanya.  Cleaning stuff.  T.O.S.  Work, tomorrow.  Chrissypoo, after that.

About to run into walls with enormous force,
Evan

P.S.  %$@#

I broke the d-string on my guitar, again.  I must do that every three weeks.  (Note:  Evan needs to learn how to play less passionately.)  I don't know if I have a replacement.   And I recently broke the d-string on my acoustic, too.  I need guitar.  I need guitar!   *Rabies.*

Damnit,

I'm such a retard.   I need to learn how to take better care of myself.  I'm sick, and I guess I know why, but if I say why, someone will blame it on themselves.
    Saying it anyways.
    Tanya fell asleep on the phone when I was "talking" to her.

Okay, I admit it;  I was tryingto get her fall asleep.  Well, I stayed on, with her ( Read more... )

Dear (people who like to screw with my head),

So, I bought Tales of Symphonia, today, and watched ( Read more... )

Something breaks,
Leaves my eyes red,
Brows furrowed.
I snap,
As do my knuckles
When fists clench.
I can feel it
Rush through me.
Something moves me.
A shattered mirror,
Resembling the skin on my hand.
Patience runs short
And broken.

I have tasted silence ( Read more... )

This eyesight falls quicker
Than the dried leaves.
Make me wish, again.
Make me struggle, again.
Wake me up,
I've fallen asleep,
A sleeping pill of lead.
Second chance, an oasis in this desert;
You thought you saw it, but you fell short.

Dear (somewhere far),

Lately, I've been feeling like I'm falling.  I'm on some sort of downward spiral.  I feel like this whenever I'm not talking to Tanya.  I think the school year is going to be really tough, if not excruciatingly painful.
    The people at work are being a bunch of fucks ( Read more... )

Dear (someone),

I miss my 'sister'.  I'm starting to send her ( Read more... )