Dear (hsajldgaL),

Well, I somehow managed to miss Tanya, online, by only three minutes, so I'm going to wait here.  She and I talk on the phone every night and I love it;  I wish I didn't have to sleep so I could just stay on until it started charging her, again.  But, even so, she still needs sleep, and I don't want her getting sick.
    She ( Read more... )

    Yay!  Tanya and I have known eachother for a week!  It's been the best week of my life, even including the shit that's happening.  She makes everything okay.  I love her.

I love you, Tanya;  With all my heart.

Dear (person who will possibly lift my anger),

If work were a solid object, I would smash it, and then burn it's remains.  I had to stay later and walk home in the rain.  When I got home, my father told me that a special someone had called twenty minutes ago.  I ran upstairs to my computer, filled with joy, and saw she wasn't on.  =>.<=  WHY ( Read more... )

Dear (whoever may stalk me),

So, I got off to a shitty start, today;  I woke up at 6:45 AM for work, thinking I had first shift.  Well, it turns out that they changed my schedule mid-week and I have second shift, today. =>.<=  Early makes my brain hurt, and there's ( Read more... )

Dear (those who watch me),

I have met someone.  They make me feel good ( Read more... )

    I sat here, today, thinking deeply about this;  I have met someone that has faith, but has accepted the fact that I'm Agnostic.  This lead to me thinking about God, another idea coming to me, among the many I already have.  Being Agnostic, this is what I do;  I question it, but I do not cast it aside.

Perhaps, it ismankind's fault for the ( Read more... )

Dear (enter your name here),

Well, I decided to start a side porject with Chris ( Read more... )

Dear (no one in particular),

*Does extremely tired dance of joy.*

This day has offically kicked ass.  It even destroys the shit that happened earlier.

She's okay!

I'm okay!

You're okay!

We're okay, damnit!

Signing dead,
Evan

Dear friend,

Where are you, my close friend?  Why is my email so barren?  Why have I not heard from you?  I am only repeating your questions from the past, most likely.

I've had two and a half hours of sleep since I saw ( Read more... )

Dear friend,

I don't think I'm going to be able to sleep, tonight. I just want to see an email from you, or something.  Why is it that it ended so quickly, so brutally, so short-winded.  You gave me a message, once.  It made me feel like I did something for you.  I heard from you later that day, and everything was alright.

It is only a ( Read more... )