Waiting
I went to the drive in last night - so awesome. Pseudo chaise lounge chairs in the back of the truck...so good. I saw 40 year old virgin (funny - but not as funny as wedding crashers, which someone said it would be) and the skeleton key (just plain creepy).
I feel like I should say something about Dan, but I don't really know what to say. I still miss him on occasion, but on the whole I'm glad we broke up. The wierd thing (and this may or may not have to do with Dan) is that I find men attractive, but when it comes time to take it any further, I just can't. It's uncomfortable and always unpleasant. I think that has more to do with that guy than Dan, or maybe both, I don't know...but it sucks because I have the opportunites to experience someone different and I'm just not taking them. Sometimes I wonder if it's weird for me to be attracted to men at all right now given what happened, but I still don't think any of that has sunk in...that or I've just blocked it out as if nothing ever happened.
Ok bathroom's empty...