I wrote this for Kristina, and David. Miranda. Myself.

[floralxknights]

How do I capture you in words? I keep trying, I keep failing, and I still have this feeling of regret trapped inside my chest. I know it was inevitable, unavoidable, destiny for us to grow apart. But I still feel like we share this connection, all of us. A connection that somehow leaves a hansel and gretel breadcrumb memory trail back to that

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[rhidia]

At least you had it at one time. I was never a part of your group.

[floralxknights]

You're part of the Lesley-David-You group, which stretches back to middle school.

And part of my group. I love the Sarah-Amanda group. Haha.

I don't know why you were hardly ever at Kristina's, probably because we all assumed you wouldn't like it. We were stupid.

Anyhow, I still have you! And I love you! At least you're still my friend and I'm not writing about how much it hurts to see us drift apart.

That's a million times better.

[rhidia]

Yeah, that's all true. But during those few years it seemed all I had was Lesley, and you guys were just my pseudo friends. But I had good one-on-one relationships with both you and David, not so much Kristina and Miranda.

I don't ever want to live life with regrets. Ever. I think that we're all in control of our lives, and that if we don't like how it's going we can fix it. Always.

[floralxknights]

You're every bit as important to me as they are. I just clump them together a lot because we were always, well, together. A lot. Haha.

The one-on-one relationship I had/have with you is beyond amazing and great.

It just took me a while to realize it. And at that point, the group was pretty shitty anyhow. I'd rather eat yummy food at your house than drink at Kristina's any day.

SRSLY.

I don't know if I regret what happened. I just miss it. And I'm very sad to see the end of it.

I need to fix my life, Amanda.