Everything is making sense and yet I'm still frustrated and confused as shit. Nowadays I'm too tired to even care any more, and making an effort usually just ends up with me wondering how the hell everything went to garbage ( Read more... )

Today stunk. It stunk on ice ice ice ( Read more... )

It's happening again, I'm becoming restless. I need to pick up my feet. I need to move. I need to run away from the tears that are starting to come again ( Read more... )

You know that game you play with soda cans? Where you push the tab back and forth until it falls off, reciting the alphabet along the way? I play that game every time I pick up a can, and lately I've been keeping all the "E"'s ( Read more... )

I can see why he likes his music so much, it perfectly accented the evening. Bumbling along down dark streets with everyone, I let the bass seep into my skin and I just watched everything going on like it was a vaguely interesting television show. Music tends to do that to me, if it's any good. I thoroughly enjoyed tonight, it was so nice.

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Today was pretty eventful.

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Oh, us.

It hit me like lightning that your hand didn't fit as well as his. And then, perhaps even quicker than lighting, I had a flash of him and I tumbling into bed, laughing, hands squeezing, a car ride into the desert, Monster cans, pink lips and white teeth, smiles, green and red stop lights, gear shifting, the smell of summer, wheat colored hair and a ( Read more... )

I'm messing everything up, guys.

I feel miserable.

Ah these last couple of days have been SAWEEEEET. I don't know, just chillaxin relaxin all cool with Jeff, seeing Sean as a friend instead of an ex, learning math. You know. Spring is almost here and that is really nice, I can actually see daylight again. Weird.